maybe some explosives?

July 23, 2003 | 12:05 pm

i want a clear head.

i go to the dr., get on more meds, and i don't feel better. maybe i do in one way, but i don't in others. in the sense that my mind feels muddled. i don't feel like i can think. i don't really know how to explain that, but i've felt it for a while now and i can't stand it. ugh.

maybe when i feel this the most is when i'm tired and didn't get a good night''s sleep. i don't know. all i know is that i can't take feeling like this anymore. but i don't know what i can do. my psych... whatever it is dr. that gives you meds but doesn't do therapy, that one... she sucks. i can't explain anything to her. so i don't even want to attempt to try something i don't even understand. ugh.

what can clear my head?

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