i'm a giant wuss

May 24, 2003 | 1:46 pm

ugh, i'm such a wuss.

i finally got a job. at my favorite restaurant actually :) i'm going to be a hostess. i start today. i'm sooooooooo scared. every time i actually think about really going, my stomach gets all turn-y. bleh, i want to throw up.

why am i such a wuss?

i hate new things and new places and new people. i don't know why. it's not like i can't do it. i just freak myself out. i get all panic-y.

i don't want to gooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!

can't someone just pay me to sit at home? pleeeease.... hehehehe...

ok, i'm gonna go barf now. (not really.)

i guess i'll update after the day is thru. ugh.....

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