almost over

April 21, 2003 | 12:37 am

so tomorrow starts the last week of this school year. wow. it really sucks though. because all the seniors will be leaving. i don't want them to go. i know a lot of really great seniors.

it scares me to think that if i hadn't transferred, i'd be leaving too. ugh. i'm so glad i'm not. i really wouldn't be ready to go out into the real world. have a real job.

i really don't ever want to have to do that. no more summers off.

of course there are great advantages to this, but still. it's the REAL world.

anyways... so this means that i have only one year left. we have 4 whole months of vacation. then back to school i go. for one more year of all this. how could 2 years have flown by so fast? i dont' ever want to leave my friends here. i'll be leaving one year ahead of them. i don't want to.

i'm not really sure why i'm thinking so far ahead right now.

but i really did realize tonight that in a week i'll never see the seniors again. i'll really never see the boy i like again. it'll be over. i will have to move on. i hate that. i want to see him. all the time. but i won't.

i also don't want to be home without my friends for 4 entire months! ugh! the ONE month of xmas break was enough!

well anyways, i need to get to bed. and this is not an interesting entry anyway. whatever. good night.

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